[00:00.00] 作词 : 周震南
[00:01.00] 作曲 : 周震南
[00:02.00] 制作人 : 大迈MizarMin@Audio-Axis
[00:05.00]Part I:
[00:21.49]
[00:21.69]I think I’m confused
[00:22.73]My deepest soul is fading and disappearing
[00:24.58]Two people talking
[00:25.64]One showed me how to love
[00:26.23]Another one told me ‘You gotta clean them’
[00:27.90]That’s why people called them
[00:28.87]Angel and demon
[00:29.62]Good versus evil
[00:30.53]I’m afraid to face them
[00:31.02]…I’m suffering!
[00:31.96]That’s what happened
[00:32.82]Every night I have been tortured by pain
[00:34.34]‘We should try to give people more love’
[00:35.87]‘Not my business, …’
[00:37.12]
[00:37.42]‘We don’t have any right to judge’
[00:38.83]‘He’s definitely trying to make up a lie for us’
[00:40.01]
[00:40.71]‘I’m good with the quit and strove with none’
[00:42.20]‘I’ll be the greatest…’
[00:43.12]
[00:43.32]‘I don’t care the money and the fame’
[00:44.87]‘I’m gonna buy the fancy clothes drive the fastest cars’
[00:46.43]
[00:46.83]More than 700 days
[00:47.59]I’ve been taking a long rest but I feel more tired
[00:50.64]Tryna calm but sometimes art’s come from my anger
[00:53.75]I believe in …
[00:54.69]Always showing love but I know I’m a liar
[00:56.70]Tryna control violence in my head
[00:58.59]But still wanna clean that …
[01:00.00]
[01:00.24]Have you ever doubted your faith?
[01:01.54]And tryna raise a few questions？
[01:03.38]God hath leaden feet, but iron hands
[01:04.98] That’s why I’m confused
[01:06.53]All I see is a lot of people their own life has been taken
[01:09.54]I’m not a Christian but for somehow I’m praying
[01:14.02]
[01:15.02]I’m praying
[01:16.83]For everybody
[01:18.28]For you
[01:19.32]For me
[01:20.17]For someone who’s pure and has loyalty
[01:23.03]I’m praying cuz I know it
[01:25.34]People gotta show their true love forever
[01:33.59]
[01:37.42]Ok I’m done I feel calm
[01:39.84]Just wanna ask you something
[01:41.42]Things you’ve told me, I found it
[01:43.15]But why is that all wrong？
[01:44.61]I’m confused
[01:45.87]I wonder why the truth is gone
[01:47.75]When I need someone to save me
[01:49.65]Why don’t you respond?
[01:50.75]
[01:50.95]Now you blame me for I’m losing soul and faith
[01:53.46]Tell me what’s the price for being a human I gotta pay
[01:56.82]I’m not done yet
[01:57.98]I know there’s something beautiful I gotta find it
[02:00.37]I don’t believe in destiny
[02:01.69]There’s only judge and punish
[02:03.28]
[02:03.48]Part II ：
[02:33.03]
[02:33.53]如果要杀死一个人
[02:34.77]只能选择用一种凶器
[02:35.95]
[02:36.05]让他带着愧疚活着会比利刃更加锋利
[02:38.46]
[02:38.66]选择逃离将我自己封闭
[02:40.43]
[02:40.63]仅存的善意正审视着我并发出抗议
[02:42.56]
[02:42.76]蜷缩在那沙发边的缝隙
[02:44.94]等待着倒计时
[02:45.76]等待着最后被迫放弃
[02:47.16]
[02:47.36]面对这突如其来的痛击
[02:49.16]我无法接受现实
[02:50.41]此刻显得无比抗拒
[02:51.66]盯着破碎不堪的屏幕
[02:52.62]投影出我做错的脸
[02:53.68]
[02:53.88]深呼吸以后
[02:54.64]习惯性地闭上我没落的眼
[02:55.78]
[02:55.98]安慰自己
[02:56.87]人性有错落的面
[02:58.00]
[02:58.11]戒不掉的懦弱
[02:59.05]我一次又一次堕落地捡
[03:00.38]
[03:00.58]默默地演
[03:01.40]演一条落魄的犬
[03:02.17]
[03:02.37]种种行为都幼稚得像是个未破的茧
[03:04.70]没兑现过的言
[03:05.51]
[03:05.71]没能赶上最后一面
[03:06.90]算来算去后悔是否来得太过多了点
[03:08.75]
[03:08.95]所以 我试着去弥补这些事呢
[03:11.18]去习惯被人怒吼
[03:12.28]去习惯被人弃舍
[03:13.36]去习惯被人遗忘
[03:14.39]去习惯无能为力
[03:15.24]
[03:15.44]想要保护她
[03:16.09]奈何我只是个可悲的戏子
[03:17.21]
[03:17.41]是的
[03:18.86]我全部通通记得
[03:19.74]
[03:19.94]曾经选择忘记的
[03:20.87]我现在选择记得
[03:22.03]
[03:22.23]我现在把我自己剖开
[03:24.02]希望你感到赤诚而不是感到赤裸
[03:26.03]
[03:26.33]Part III:
[03:34.07]
[03:34.77]我曾经讲出谎言
[03:35.61]试图躲入那些个假话
[03:37.02]
[03:37.12]我曾经想要得到同情
[03:38.17]把多处的痛苦夸大
[03:39.08]
[03:39.28]我曾经眼睁睁的看着多数的人被打压
[03:41.08]
[03:41.38]我曾经目睹这一切后做多数人做的哑巴
[03:43.56]
[03:43.76]我曾经面对珍视的事说不
[03:45.16]说无伤大雅
[03:45.90]
[03:46.00]后来也会想方设法去拖住某一个刹那
[03:47.89]
[03:48.09]我曾经为了让她开心说出编出的大话
[03:50.37]最后没能兑现她告诉我说 没事的 傻瓜
[03:52.67]
[03:52.87]曾经逃避那些挫折
[03:53.63]把错误怪罪给爸爸
[03:54.69]曾经把愤怒的情绪过度地带给了妈妈
[03:56.70]曾经看着她痛哭后
[03:57.92]被错付的情绪夹杂
[03:59.05]他们看我的眼神
[04:00.04]从充满爱意到充满了害怕
[04:01.21]
[04:01.41]讲到这些犯过的错
[04:02.46]泪流得不止
[04:03.31]我无法挽回这一篇篇
[04:04.47]无法回头的故事
[04:05.43]每一次叫醒自己告诫自己
[04:06.76]最后也如此
[04:07.45]讲出些伪善的借口
[04:08.55]随后又感到很无耻
[04:09.71]
[04:09.91]我的神啊
[04:10.96]我无法分清我的善伪
[04:12.09]但是你能否听到我的这一句句忏悔
[04:14.48]每一次失去后来的反悔
[04:16.43]这马后炮的嘴脸现在让我感到反胃
[04:18.64]很惭愧
[04:19.45]我真心感到惭愧
[04:21.07]躲在角落不敢面对的我像个残废
[04:23.74]Wake up wake up wake up and fight
[04:25.65]我不想他们再次为了我悲伤而含泪
[04:26.65] 编曲Music Arranger：大迈MizarMin/Tunga/陈建平
[04:26.83] 音效设计Sound Designer：大迈MizarMin
[04:27.02] 键盘手Keyboard Player：陈建平
[04:27.20] 吉他Guitarist：赵勤
[04:27.39] 钢琴手Pianist：布达佩斯交响乐团
[04:27.57] 交响乐团Symphony Orchestra：布达佩斯交响乐团
[04:27.76] 交响乐助理Orchestra Assitant：Rhett Dahl@Audio-Axis
[04:27.94] 混音师Mixing Engineer：张平@Audio-Axis
[04:28.13] 录音师Recording Engineer：大迈MizarMin @Audio-Axis 匠维音界/周震南
[04:28.31] 和声Back Vocalist：周震南
[04:28.50] 母带Mastering Engineer：张平@Audio-Axis
[04:28.68] 企划Creative Planning：皕卅廿/小虫
[04:28.87] 监制Executive Producer：辛志宇
[04:29.05] 音乐制作 Produced by: 哇唧唧哇娱乐(天津)有限公司 Wajijiwa Entertainment (Tianjin) Co., Ltd.
[04:29.24] 出品/母带版权公司 Pruduction Company/OP：哇唧唧哇娱乐(天津)有限公司 Wajijiwa Entertainment (Tianjin) Co., Ltd.
[04:29.42]
[04:29.61] 【未经著作权人许可 不得翻唱翻录或使用】

作词 : 周震南
作曲 : 周震南
制作人 : 大迈MizarMin@Audio-Axis
Part I:
I think I’m confused
My deepest soul is fading and disappearing
Two people talking
One showed me how to love
Another one told me ‘You gotta clean them’
That’s why people called them
Angel and demon
Good versus evil
I’m afraid to face them
…I’m suffering!
That’s what happened
Every night I have been tortured by pain
‘We should try to give people more love’
‘Not my business, …’
‘We don’t have any right to judge’
‘He’s definitely trying to make up a lie for us’
‘I’m good with the quit and strove with none’
‘I’ll be the greatest…’
‘I don’t care the money and the fame’
‘I’m gonna buy the fancy clothes drive the fastest cars’
More than 700 days
I’ve been taking a long rest but I feel more tired
Tryna calm but sometimes art’s come from my anger
I believe in …
Always showing love but I know I’m a liar
Tryna control violence in my head
But still wanna clean that …
Have you ever doubted your faith?
And tryna raise a few questions？
God hath leaden feet, but iron hands
That’s why I’m confused
All I see is a lot of people their own life has been taken
I’m not a Christian but for somehow I’m praying
I’m praying
For everybody
For you
For me
For someone who’s pure and has loyalty
I’m praying cuz I know it
People gotta show their true love forever
Ok I’m done I feel calm
Just wanna ask you something
Things you’ve told me, I found it
But why is that all wrong？
I’m confused
I wonder why the truth is gone
When I need someone to save me
Why don’t you respond?
Now you blame me for I’m losing soul and faith
Tell me what’s the price for being a human I gotta pay
I’m not done yet
I know there’s something beautiful I gotta find it
I don’t believe in destiny
There’s only judge and punish
Part II ：
如果要杀死一个人
只能选择用一种凶器
让他带着愧疚活着会比利刃更加锋利
选择逃离将我自己封闭
仅存的善意正审视着我并发出抗议
蜷缩在那沙发边的缝隙
等待着倒计时
等待着最后被迫放弃
面对这突如其来的痛击
我无法接受现实
此刻显得无比抗拒
盯着破碎不堪的屏幕
投影出我做错的脸
深呼吸以后
习惯性地闭上我没落的眼
安慰自己
人性有错落的面
戒不掉的懦弱
我一次又一次堕落地捡
默默地演
演一条落魄的犬
种种行为都幼稚得像是个未破的茧
没兑现过的言
没能赶上最后一面
算来算去后悔是否来得太过多了点
所以 我试着去弥补这些事呢
去习惯被人怒吼
去习惯被人弃舍
去习惯被人遗忘
去习惯无能为力
想要保护她
奈何我只是个可悲的戏子
是的
我全部通通记得
曾经选择忘记的
我现在选择记得
我现在把我自己剖开
希望你感到赤诚而不是感到赤裸
Part III:
我曾经讲出谎言
试图躲入那些个假话
我曾经想要得到同情
把多处的痛苦夸大
我曾经眼睁睁的看着多数的人被打压
我曾经目睹这一切后做多数人做的哑巴
我曾经面对珍视的事说不
说无伤大雅
后来也会想方设法去拖住某一个刹那
我曾经为了让她开心说出编出的大话
最后没能兑现她告诉我说 没事的 傻瓜
曾经逃避那些挫折
把错误怪罪给爸爸
曾经把愤怒的情绪过度地带给了妈妈
曾经看着她痛哭后
被错付的情绪夹杂
他们看我的眼神
从充满爱意到充满了害怕
讲到这些犯过的错
泪流得不止
我无法挽回这一篇篇
无法回头的故事
每一次叫醒自己告诫自己
最后也如此
讲出些伪善的借口
随后又感到很无耻
我的神啊
我无法分清我的善伪
但是你能否听到我的这一句句忏悔
每一次失去后来的反悔
这马后炮的嘴脸现在让我感到反胃
很惭愧
我真心感到惭愧
躲在角落不敢面对的我像个残废
Wake up wake up wake up and fight
我不想他们再次为了我悲伤而含泪
编曲Music Arranger：大迈MizarMin/Tunga/陈建平
音效设计Sound Designer：大迈MizarMin
键盘手Keyboard Player：陈建平
吉他Guitarist：赵勤
钢琴手Pianist：布达佩斯交响乐团
交响乐团Symphony Orchestra：布达佩斯交响乐团
交响乐助理Orchestra Assitant：Rhett Dahl@Audio-Axis
混音师Mixing Engineer：张平@Audio-Axis
录音师Recording Engineer：大迈MizarMin @Audio-Axis 匠维音界/周震南
和声Back Vocalist：周震南
母带Mastering Engineer：张平@Audio-Axis
企划Creative Planning：皕卅廿/小虫
监制Executive Producer：辛志宇
音乐制作 Produced by: 哇唧唧哇娱乐(天津)有限公司 Wajijiwa Entertainment (Tianjin) Co., Ltd.
出品/母带版权公司 Pruduction Company/OP：哇唧唧哇娱乐(天津)有限公司 Wajijiwa Entertainment (Tianjin) Co., Ltd.

【未经著作权人许可 不得翻唱翻录或使用】