[00:00.000] 作词 : Jeff Sojka/NF
[00:00.180] 作曲 : Jeff Sojka/NF
[00:00.360] Hello darkness my old friend
[00:05.405] Knocking at my door again
[00:10.785] Begging me to come outside
[00:15.861] And let you back into my life
[00:20.771] Now usually I’d be strong enough
[00:26.456] To lock the doors and keep em shut
[00:31.369] But not today I’m desperate
[00:36.806] So go ahead and come on in
[00:41.835] So go ahead and come on in
[00:47.106] So go ahead and come on in
[00:54.071] OCD is worse than ever hands are bleeding maybe I should take the pills don’t
[00:57.920] Know what’s going on with me somedays actually think I might be schizo-
[01:01.839] Phrenic prolly not but even writing this is making me begin to spiral oh God
[01:09.401] Made a promise to myself I wouldn’t let the fear back in but then I did though
[01:13.204] Told the world that I was sick of running then went back to running what a joke
[01:16.890] Disappointed yeah me too I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough guess not
[01:23.995] It’s the same song and dance you’ve all seen it before
[01:27.716] Darkness holds out his hand then we walk to the floor
[01:31.491] Every decision made isn’t mine anymore
[01:35.198] Like a puppet with strings I just don’t have a choice
[01:39.039] What’s the truth what’s a lie helped me God help help me Lord
[01:42.858] Face your fears dry you’re eyes grandma died
[01:45.752] What’s the point
[01:46.589] Lost the keys lost my hope lost my will lost my joy
[01:50.467] Lost a friend lost my home lost my faith lost my voice
[02:10.048] Standing back watching
[02:14.846] My mansion
[02:17.627] Burn to ash while I
[02:25.219] Hold the gas can
[02:29.002] Asking God if
[02:32.705] He started this fire
[02:39.086] Is this what you wanted
[02:42.907] Is this what you wanted
[02:46.996] Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life
[02:50.177] Just to lay them to rest
[02:54.242] Is this what you wanted
[02:58.083] Is this what you wanted
[03:01.878] Give me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is
[03:09.514] Is this what you wanted
[03:11.627] On the verge on the edge
[03:13.454] Is this what you wanted
[03:15.125] Petrified scared to death
[03:17.078] Is this what you wanted
[03:18.968] Praying to God desperate
[03:20.911] Is this what you wanted
[03:23.256] What you wanted
[03:24.669] Is this what you wanted
[03:26.516] Hanging on by a thread
[03:28.539] Is this what you wanted
[03:30.224] Empty heart nothing left
[03:32.251] Is this what you wanted
[03:34.225] Breaking down spiraling
[03:36.049] Is this what you wanted
[03:38.288] What you wanted
[03:39.707] Is this what you wanted
[03:41.123] Standing back watching
[03:43.724] Is this what you wanted
[03:45.993] My mansion
[03:47.372] Is this what you wanted
[03:48.573] Burn to ash while I
[03:50.959] Is this what you wanted
[03:53.367] What you wanted
[03:54.907] Is this what you wanted
[03:55.875] Hold the gas can
[03:58.705] Is this what you wanted
[04:00.032] Asking God if
[04:02.613] Is this what you wanted
[04:03.770] He started this fire
[04:06.275] Is this what you wanted
[04:08.898] What you wanted

作词 : Jeff Sojka/NF
作曲 : Jeff Sojka/NF
Hello darkness my old friend
Knocking at my door again
Begging me to come outside
And let you back into my life
Now usually I’d be strong enough
To lock the doors and keep em shut
But not today I’m desperate
So go ahead and come on in
So go ahead and come on in
So go ahead and come on in
OCD is worse than ever hands are bleeding maybe I should take the pills don’t
Know what’s going on with me somedays actually think I might be schizo-
Phrenic prolly not but even writing this is making me begin to spiral oh God
Made a promise to myself I wouldn’t let the fear back in but then I did though
Told the world that I was sick of running then went back to running what a joke
Disappointed yeah me too I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough guess not
It’s the same song and dance you’ve all seen it before
Darkness holds out his hand then we walk to the floor
Every decision made isn’t mine anymore
Like a puppet with strings I just don’t have a choice
What’s the truth what’s a lie helped me God help help me Lord
Face your fears dry you’re eyes grandma died
What’s the point
Lost the keys lost my hope lost my will lost my joy
Lost a friend lost my home lost my faith lost my voice
Standing back watching
My mansion
Burn to ash while I
Hold the gas can
Asking God if
He started this fire
Is this what you wanted
Is this what you wanted
Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life
Just to lay them to rest
Is this what you wanted
Is this what you wanted
Give me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is
Is this what you wanted
On the verge on the edge
Is this what you wanted
Petrified scared to death
Is this what you wanted
Praying to God desperate
Is this what you wanted
What you wanted
Is this what you wanted
Hanging on by a thread
Is this what you wanted
Empty heart nothing left
Is this what you wanted
Breaking down spiraling
Is this what you wanted
What you wanted
Is this what you wanted
Standing back watching
Is this what you wanted
My mansion
Is this what you wanted
Burn to ash while I
Is this what you wanted
What you wanted
Is this what you wanted
Hold the gas can
Is this what you wanted
Asking God if
Is this what you wanted
He started this fire
Is this what you wanted
What you wanted