[00:00.000] 作词 : Ada Rook/Devi McCallion
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Ada Rook/Devi McCallion
[00:23.020]Grey city, 2016
[00:26.130]Night bus home, N19
[00:28.950]Chain link, rain and concrete
[00:31.800]Lashing out and falling
[00:34.260]Picking quarters up off the hardwood
[00:37.290]Skytrain, Joyce-Collingwood
[00:40.190]Losing floating knowing
[00:43.160]Stopping pain from showing
[00:45.310]
[00:45.930]Hell to me in the moment
[00:47.710]Scream internally
[00:49.750]Soul exits me
[00:51.100]Through all the lines i write
[00:53.350]In basements far away
[00:56.880]If I can purge
[00:58.210]This broken hurt
[00:59.570]In haunted words
[01:00.950]Will it surround me?
[01:03.200]And like the city nights
[01:05.260]just drift away
[01:07.200]
[01:08.160]I couldn't figure it out
[01:10.860]I couldn't fix it by myself
[01:13.940]I couldn't do it alone
[01:16.520]
[01:19.470]I couldn't figure it out
[01:22.270]I couldn't fix it by myself
[01:25.460]Everyone else seems so strong and
[01:30.420]
[01:30.770]I tried to offer up my pain to be understood
[01:42.300]But I don't think it's my pain that can be understood,
[01:48.390]Or needs understanding.
[01:51.549]
[01:51.550]There's not a lot of pain in the world that makes any sense
[02:04.770]I wonder where all this pain comes from,
[02:07.850]And this evil is,
[02:10.460]And where it lives?
[02:13.210]
[02:16.060]Future wide open
[02:18.720]But defined as broken
[02:21.460]Every achievement
[02:23.320]Hoping wishing aching never knowing
[02:27.130]The pain I write about
[02:29.300]So I don't ****ing die
[02:31.390]Interpreted as everything
[02:34.240]I've got to offer in this life
[02:37.080]**** NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[02:38.079]
[02:38.080]Time is a circle
[02:43.720]Forever hurtful
[02:49.390]No hesitation
[02:54.480]Nostalgia or ideation
[03:00.750]
[03:01.140]I couldn't figure it out
[03:06.680]I couldn't do it alone
[03:12.400]I couldn't fix it by myself
[03:18.380]Everyone else seemed so strong
[03:23.110]
[03:23.590]I tried to offer up my pain to be understood
[03:34.970]But I don't think it's my pain that can be understood,
[03:41.270]Or needs understanding.
[03:44.509]
[03:44.510]There's not a lot of pain in the world that makes any sense
[03:52.160]
[03:58.010]Maybe people need to be understood instead.
[04:04.019]
[04:07.480]I tried to understand why it happened like that
[04:13.530]But it just made my soul break down
[04:17.649]
[04:17.650]Break down and
[04:19.589]
[04:19.590]I didn't want things to go like that
[04:25.140]For a while I was confused,
[04:27.950]But now I think I understand.
[04:31.940]

作词 : Ada Rook/Devi McCallion
作曲 : Ada Rook/Devi McCallion
Grey city, 2016
Night bus home, N19
Chain link, rain and concrete
Lashing out and falling
Picking quarters up off the hardwood
Skytrain, Joyce-Collingwood
Losing floating knowing
Stopping pain from showing
Hell to me in the moment
Scream internally
Soul exits me
Through all the lines i write
In basements far away
If I can purge
This broken hurt
In haunted words
Will it surround me?
And like the city nights
just drift away
I couldn't figure it out
I couldn't fix it by myself
I couldn't do it alone
I couldn't figure it out
I couldn't fix it by myself
Everyone else seems so strong and
I tried to offer up my pain to be understood
But I don't think it's my pain that can be understood,
Or needs understanding.
There's not a lot of pain in the world that makes any sense
I wonder where all this pain comes from,
And this evil is,
And where it lives?
Future wide open
But defined as broken
Every achievement
Hoping wishing aching never knowing
The pain I write about
So I don't ****ing die
Interpreted as everything
I've got to offer in this life
**** NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Time is a circle
Forever hurtful
No hesitation
Nostalgia or ideation
I couldn't figure it out
I couldn't do it alone
I couldn't fix it by myself
Everyone else seemed so strong
I tried to offer up my pain to be understood
But I don't think it's my pain that can be understood,
Or needs understanding.
There's not a lot of pain in the world that makes any sense
Maybe people need to be understood instead.
I tried to understand why it happened like that
But it just made my soul break down
Break down and
I didn't want things to go like that
For a while I was confused,
But now I think I understand.