[01:21.03]I used to listen to my life,
[01:23.94] I was so put together,
[01:27.51] I chose what I wanted to be in that age of chasing sand,
[01:39.93] The age of believing in everything,
[01:41.10] But I couldn't save you,
[01:48.27] I couldn't save what was taken away,
[01:53.22] And I'm still singing, and you still can't stay.
[02:05.25] You "loved life," and those words have lasted,
[02:13.56] I just wish I would have had ears for more than what you said
[02:18.96] Because I still feel the lack long after.
[02:20.64] Such a light body, such a quiet gait leaving behind the weight of the world,
[02:40.29] I'll always think it was too early to lose your shine,
[02:55.56] I guess the means that ends us means nothing,
[02:57.48] I just hope it's the peace we all need,
[03:21.96] Because I could love and drown in your God damned smile lines,
[03:30.75] But I think I burnt up watching you rallying to stay alive,
[03:40.44] And I guess that's fine.
[03:46.53] It seems we all get sick,
[03:49.17] We all die in some no name hospital with the same colored walls,
[03:58.53] And I guess that's fine,
[04:03.09] But I want to swallow, I want to stomach, I want to live.
[04:10.89] It's been a rough while and some days are worse than others,
[04:19.74] There's no proper way to feel, no mirth, no levity, no amazing grace,
[04:28.74] Just a flame on a lake floating away,
[04:45.90] I can't let you lay,
[04:46.26] I want you to know, I'm learning patience against my will,
[04:53.31] I want you to know, I’ll get by, always barely scraping
[04:56.79] With just a hunger, with just a heart apart,
[05:08.31] It's a hell of a thing.

I used to listen to my life,
I was so put together,
I chose what I wanted to be in that age of chasing sand,
The age of believing in everything,
But I couldn't save you,
I couldn't save what was taken away,
And I'm still singing, and you still can't stay.
You "loved life," and those words have lasted,
I just wish I would have had ears for more than what you said
Because I still feel the lack long after.
Such a light body, such a quiet gait leaving behind the weight of the world,
I'll always think it was too early to lose your shine,
I guess the means that ends us means nothing,
I just hope it's the peace we all need,
Because I could love and drown in your God damned smile lines,
But I think I burnt up watching you rallying to stay alive,
And I guess that's fine.
It seems we all get sick,
We all die in some no name hospital with the same colored walls,
And I guess that's fine,
But I want to swallow, I want to stomach, I want to live.
It's been a rough while and some days are worse than others,
There's no proper way to feel, no mirth, no levity, no amazing grace,
Just a flame on a lake floating away,
I can't let you lay,
I want you to know, I'm learning patience against my will,
I want you to know, I’ll get by, always barely scraping
With just a hunger, with just a heart apart,
It's a hell of a thing.