[00:00.000] 作词 : BoyWithUke
[00:00.007] 作曲 : BoyWithUke
[00:00.014]Girl, I hope you understand
[00:02.204]I wanted to hold your hand
[00:04.533]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[00:09.162]And you knew I fell for you but you
[00:11.982]Just broke my heart in two
[00:13.760]I was sad, mad and broken on my bed
[00:16.334]Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
[00:18.421]
[00:18.588]I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
[00:20.839]When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
[00:23.154]And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
[00:25.444]I said, "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"
[00:27.770]So instead I took my pen and started writing evidencе
[00:30.071]And when I started making sensе
[00:31.274]I found that I had reached the end
[00:32.451]Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends
[00:33.579]You wanna bet? You're just pretend!
[00:34.828]You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
[00:36.628]You're not shit
[00:37.283]I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
[00:41.420]I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
[00:45.866]They were my neighbors, razor blades
[00:48.261]And different flavored pills I hit
[00:50.473]Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
[00:53.128]I'm so gassed, stuck in the past, I said that
[00:56.299]
[00:56.471]Girl, I hope you understand
[00:58.051]I wanted to hold your hand
[01:00.474]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[01:05.079]And so far I never held you with my arms
[01:07.883]So it's hard to be the one you aren't
[01:10.078]With instead filled with anxiety
[01:12.411]Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be
[01:14.512]
[01:14.674]Somebody 'cause it's not me
[01:15.775]I'm not used to all the talk, was an introvert
[01:17.594]That had converted feelings into writing
[01:19.074]Used to cope with all my problems
[01:20.329]Using notes and lots of rhyming
[01:21.423]Used to hope for better days whenever
[01:22.797]Nights would have me crying
[01:23.715]I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back
[01:26.476]To the times I would try be the guy the people know
[01:28.643]As always fighting with the demons hiding far behind my eyelids
[01:30.965]On an island full of violence, in my head that I had two pilots
[01:33.417]Oh, the sun don't shine, and skies turn grey
[01:36.084]I feel it coursing through my veins
[01:38.593]I said before I'm not okay
[01:40.968]But you don't listen anyway
[01:43.135]You know I tried, you turned away
[01:45.399]Straight-up lied right to my face
[01:47.849]You ****ed my life, ruined my day
[01:50.264]But you don't know, so I'll say
[01:52.152]
[01:52.317]Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
[01:56.516](You don't know, so I'll say)
[01:56.997]Nobody cares, you lied, it's not fair, you still deny it
[02:00.813](So I'll say)
[02:01.526]Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
[02:04.741](You don't know, so I'll say)
[02:06.215]Nobody cares, you lied, it's not fair, you still deny it
[02:09.708](So I'll say)
[02:10.581]
[02:10.770]Girl, I hope you understand
[02:12.600]I wanted to hold your hand
[02:15.072]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[02:19.638]And too bad I know I can't wake up
[02:22.085]Because I lost my way and you don't give a ****
[02:24.182]About me, this could be a dream, I can't see
[02:27.166]The things that you see, so please, oh
[02:29.156]Girl, I hope you understand
[02:31.152]I wanted to hold your hand
[02:33.564]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[02:38.334]And you had known and played along
[02:41.173]You were my home, I wrote you songs
[02:42.782]Now you're dead to me, effectively
[02:45.180]Removed yourself outside my dreams

作词 : BoyWithUke
作曲 : BoyWithUke
Girl, I hope you understand
I wanted to hold your hand
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
And you knew I fell for you but you
Just broke my heart in two
I was sad, mad and broken on my bed
Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
I said, "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"
So instead I took my pen and started writing evidencе
And when I started making sensе
I found that I had reached the end
Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends
You wanna bet? You're just pretend!
You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
You're not shit
I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
They were my neighbors, razor blades
And different flavored pills I hit
Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
I'm so gassed, stuck in the past, I said that
Girl, I hope you understand
I wanted to hold your hand
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
And so far I never held you with my arms
So it's hard to be the one you aren't
With instead filled with anxiety
Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be
Somebody 'cause it's not me
I'm not used to all the talk, was an introvert
That had converted feelings into writing
Used to cope with all my problems
Using notes and lots of rhyming
Used to hope for better days whenever
Nights would have me crying
I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back
To the times I would try be the guy the people know
As always fighting with the demons hiding far behind my eyelids
On an island full of violence, in my head that I had two pilots
Oh, the sun don't shine, and skies turn grey
I feel it coursing through my veins
I said before I'm not okay
But you don't listen anyway
You know I tried, you turned away
Straight-up lied right to my face
You ****ed my life, ruined my day
But you don't know, so I'll say
Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
(You don't know, so I'll say)
Nobody cares, you lied, it's not fair, you still deny it
(So I'll say)
Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
(You don't know, so I'll say)
Nobody cares, you lied, it's not fair, you still deny it
(So I'll say)
Girl, I hope you understand
I wanted to hold your hand
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
And too bad I know I can't wake up
Because I lost my way and you don't give a ****
About me, this could be a dream, I can't see
The things that you see, so please, oh
Girl, I hope you understand
I wanted to hold your hand
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
And you had known and played along
You were my home, I wrote you songs
Now you're dead to me, effectively
Removed yourself outside my dreams