[00:10.51]Being in this space has made me feel
[00:13.59]A bit more small and
[00:14.97]I'm not quite sure where I'm going next
[00:20.08]I'll try to use a map but with directions I tend to be bad so
[00:24.55]I'll use GPS and pray for the best
[00:29.70]I've got so many years to flesh this out and be what I wanna be
[00:34.41]But it's confusing to say the least
[00:39.23]No perception of time or space or distance, or weight
[00:42.20]And I think I'm going insane
[00:44.02]Doomed to graduate and remain a beast
[00:48.21]And Ohhh, I just want you to know
[00:56.04]I feel so brain dead next to you
[00:58.44]It's not like you intended to
[01:00.84]Hurt me or make me feel that way
[01:05.59]And I'm not trying to complain
[01:08.06]But it just sucks to try and explain
[01:10.44]Why I feel like this every day
[01:14.40]1, 2, 3, 4
[01:24.84]Sleeping through your days and skipping meals
[01:27.78]Must sound so unappealing
[01:29.31]But I guess it's different when it's the norm
[01:34.44]Sinking deeper into whatever this is without a hint of reflection
[01:38.93]Can't tell if this is the calm or if this is the storm
[01:44.15]Giving everything I've got equates to about a shower and waking up late
[01:48.78]Faced with anything I tend to flee
[01:53.54]So when I'm thrown into the adult world
[01:55.97]Where they do things that I never learned how to do
[01:58.43]I guess I'll live in a swamp or a tree
[02:02.68]And Ohhh, I just hope you all know
[02:10.46]I feel so brain dead next to you
[02:12.79]It's not like you intended to
[02:15.14]Hurt me or make me feel this way
[02:20.03]And I'm not trying to complain
[02:22.44]But it just sucks to try and explain
[02:24.84]Why I feel like this every day
[02:29.67]My brain is surrounded by school kids who all got their valedictorian course
[02:33.85]While I couldn't care enough about my 3.8
[02:39.30]No matter how hard I try
[02:41.16]I'm still not trying hard enough to be
[02:45.19]Great

Being in this space has made me feel
A bit more small and
I'm not quite sure where I'm going next
I'll try to use a map but with directions I tend to be bad so
I'll use GPS and pray for the best
I've got so many years to flesh this out and be what I wanna be
But it's confusing to say the least
No perception of time or space or distance, or weight
And I think I'm going insane
Doomed to graduate and remain a beast
And Ohhh, I just want you to know
I feel so brain dead next to you
It's not like you intended to
Hurt me or make me feel that way
And I'm not trying to complain
But it just sucks to try and explain
Why I feel like this every day
1, 2, 3, 4
Sleeping through your days and skipping meals
Must sound so unappealing
But I guess it's different when it's the norm
Sinking deeper into whatever this is without a hint of reflection
Can't tell if this is the calm or if this is the storm
Giving everything I've got equates to about a shower and waking up late
Faced with anything I tend to flee
So when I'm thrown into the adult world
Where they do things that I never learned how to do
I guess I'll live in a swamp or a tree
And Ohhh, I just hope you all know
I feel so brain dead next to you
It's not like you intended to
Hurt me or make me feel this way
And I'm not trying to complain
But it just sucks to try and explain
Why I feel like this every day
My brain is surrounded by school kids who all got their valedictorian course
While I couldn't care enough about my 3.8
No matter how hard I try
I'm still not trying hard enough to be
Great