[00:08.163] The what-if's are killing me,
[00:11.510] Keeping me awake
[00:13.636] I lie to myself, but my heart's too smart
[00:17.019] To be tricked by my brain
[00:19.325]
[00:19.510] I'm not okay (I'm not)
[00:24.382] But I will be someday (I'm strong)
[00:27.752] But I'm wounded
[00:32.360]
[00:32.546] I can tell myself I'm moving on,
[00:36.140] But that's just a poor excuse for comfort
[00:39.938] It's just camouflage for abandonment
[00:43.657] And I can't spend my life waiting for the grand moment
[00:48.682]
[00:48.868] You take me back and make me laugh again
[00:51.728] (That would be a miracle)
[00:53.990] Which is impossible by definition
[00:58.189] But I miss you
[01:01.143] I know you can hear it in my voice,
[01:04.869] When I talk to you, I can see it in your eyes
[01:07.835]
[01:08.022] I used to love your eyes
[01:11.846] I used to love our lies
[01:16.318] Living's what I'll do
[01:19.688] It's always what I've done
[01:22.344] The clouds have got to show the sun!
[01:27.437]
[01:52.484] I will (I will)
[01:53.443] Find the (Find the)
[01:54.854] I'll find the better days
[01:57.481]
[01:57.688] Deep down (Deep down)
[01:59.423] I know (I know)
[02:00.832] They'll always be in reach
[02:04.291] They will always be in reach
[02:07.326] They will always be in reach
[02:10.051]
[02:15.769] I've reduced to how I usually feel
[02:22.457] When I fix to mind
[02:27.006] That I won't see you
[02:29.987]
[02:30.170] I've reduced to how I usually feel
[02:35.556] 'Cause I won't see you

The what-if's are killing me,
Keeping me awake
I lie to myself, but my heart's too smart
To be tricked by my brain
I'm not okay (I'm not)
But I will be someday (I'm strong)
But I'm wounded
I can tell myself I'm moving on,
But that's just a poor excuse for comfort
It's just camouflage for abandonment
And I can't spend my life waiting for the grand moment
You take me back and make me laugh again
(That would be a miracle)
Which is impossible by definition
But I miss you
I know you can hear it in my voice,
When I talk to you, I can see it in your eyes
I used to love your eyes
I used to love our lies
Living's what I'll do
It's always what I've done
The clouds have got to show the sun!
I will (I will)
Find the (Find the)
I'll find the better days
Deep down (Deep down)
I know (I know)
They'll always be in reach
They will always be in reach
They will always be in reach
I've reduced to how I usually feel
When I fix to mind
That I won't see you
I've reduced to how I usually feel
'Cause I won't see you