[00:00.000] 作词 : Ashanti Mutinta/Najilah Briggs
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Ashanti Mutinta
[00:41.224]I thought I told you that I’m off drugs
[00:44.016]This time imma be for real
[00:45.840]This time ima keep it trill
[00:47.468]Cause lies can get people killed
[00:49.398]But I’m tryna wind
[00:50.851]Could you find me a decent seal
[00:52.862]If we split the bill
[00:54.242]We could split it still
[00:55.777]I know I owe you from last time
[00:58.012]But I’m on my last dime
[00:59.774]And I got you next if that’s fine
[01:02.246]Don’t mean to be dramatic but this shit is a lifeline
[01:05.613]I don't think I'm an addict I’m just really unhappy
[01:09.132]Everything on the planet is just speeding right past me
[01:12.577]And I blink as the havoc is as real as it’s nasty
[01:15.948]Pour a drink for the habits to the sink as I’m gagging
[01:19.453]I don’t think of the damage or how I heave when I'm laughing
[01:23.746]I never thought that I’d be ****ed like this
[01:26.296]I’m on the cold floor
[01:27.613]Never felt a hug like this
[01:29.619]And to this drink of vodka
[01:31.422]I got one last wish
[01:33.181]It’s rest in peace to this beautiful son of a bitch
[01:38.354]Disjoin, divide
[01:41.515]To shield my mind
[01:45.187]The noises I’ll acknowledge
[01:48.170]Just to push them outside
[01:52.102]I got beside myself
[01:55.616]Played how the hand was dealt
[01:58.992]I got beside myself
[02:01.603]And tried not to worsen
[02:03.248]The view in third person
[02:19.426]I started running as shadows started to chase me
[02:22.199]I had to pick up the pace and fix up my laces
[02:25.311]And then
[02:26.063]I saw the sun that lit up the pavement
[02:28.725]And I saw your face in the grace and it was amazing, check it
[02:33.113]Is this a daydream or dissociation?
[02:35.782]That embrace feels like heaven waiting
[02:38.370]No need for sedation
[02:39.998]Though I’ve been cursed with my many ailments
[02:42.575]I feel grateful for your presence
[02:44.578]I feel grateful for your patience
[02:46.373]And time was ticking and I was dead in the hole
[02:49.812]Drenched in the soil water
[02:51.372]Dead even for I got up
[02:53.136]Take me lord
[02:53.906]If it's all
[02:54.778]Set in stone
[02:55.653]Please no more
[02:56.561]I give up
[02:57.357]Yes you win
[02:58.222]Less is more
[02:59.098]I am yours
[02:59.965]Heard the call
[03:00.893]From the doldrums
[03:01.761]Like a bell in a storm
[03:03.533]As we sailed in the boat
[03:05.210]To the place that we are
[03:06.961]We remain as we are
[03:08.712]And we cherish the thought
[03:10.446]Of just us
[03:11.286]It’s just us
[03:12.211]Anywhere that we are
[03:14.120]They’d rather you stay square
[03:15.859]Just to fit in your plans but I
[03:18.328]Never would I’m too parallelogram I
[03:21.752]Fighting the settings and this the last stand I
[03:25.172]Withdrew myself it was all in advance I—
[03:29.810]The more you know about yourself the better
[03:36.664]Rewrite your history before you lose that feather
[03:42.560]Figure it out, figure it out
[03:45.379]The shield ain’t all the way down
[03:47.117]All the way down
[03:49.337]Figure it out, figure it out
[03:56.396]Figure it out, figure it out
[03:59.161]The shield ain’t all the way down
[04:00.871]All the way down
[04:02.657]And it won’t cost when it count
[04:04.398]Cost when it counts
[04:10.270]And I’m starting to feel like I’m back in control
[04:13.494]And I start to feel like I’m past this road
[04:17.005]And I’m starting to feel like I’m back in control
[04:20.385]And I start to feel like I’m past this road
[04:23.791]And I’m starting to feel like I’m back in control

作词 : Ashanti Mutinta/Najilah Briggs
作曲 : Ashanti Mutinta
I thought I told you that I’m off drugs
This time imma be for real
This time ima keep it trill
Cause lies can get people killed
But I’m tryna wind
Could you find me a decent seal
If we split the bill
We could split it still
I know I owe you from last time
But I’m on my last dime
And I got you next if that’s fine
Don’t mean to be dramatic but this shit is a lifeline
I don't think I'm an addict I’m just really unhappy
Everything on the planet is just speeding right past me
And I blink as the havoc is as real as it’s nasty
Pour a drink for the habits to the sink as I’m gagging
I don’t think of the damage or how I heave when I'm laughing
I never thought that I’d be ****ed like this
I’m on the cold floor
Never felt a hug like this
And to this drink of vodka
I got one last wish
It’s rest in peace to this beautiful son of a bitch
Disjoin, divide
To shield my mind
The noises I’ll acknowledge
Just to push them outside
I got beside myself
Played how the hand was dealt
I got beside myself
And tried not to worsen
The view in third person
I started running as shadows started to chase me
I had to pick up the pace and fix up my laces
And then
I saw the sun that lit up the pavement
And I saw your face in the grace and it was amazing, check it
Is this a daydream or dissociation?
That embrace feels like heaven waiting
No need for sedation
Though I’ve been cursed with my many ailments
I feel grateful for your presence
I feel grateful for your patience
And time was ticking and I was dead in the hole
Drenched in the soil water
Dead even for I got up
Take me lord
If it's all
Set in stone
Please no more
I give up
Yes you win
Less is more
I am yours
Heard the call
From the doldrums
Like a bell in a storm
As we sailed in the boat
To the place that we are
We remain as we are
And we cherish the thought
Of just us
It’s just us
Anywhere that we are
They’d rather you stay square
Just to fit in your plans but I
Never would I’m too parallelogram I
Fighting the settings and this the last stand I
Withdrew myself it was all in advance I—
The more you know about yourself the better
Rewrite your history before you lose that feather
Figure it out, figure it out
The shield ain’t all the way down
All the way down
Figure it out, figure it out
Figure it out, figure it out
The shield ain’t all the way down
All the way down
And it won’t cost when it count
Cost when it counts
And I’m starting to feel like I’m back in control
And I start to feel like I’m past this road
And I’m starting to feel like I’m back in control
And I start to feel like I’m past this road
And I’m starting to feel like I’m back in control