[00:00.000] 作曲 : Joriah Kwame Fleming
[00:10.762]Guess this is one of those moments
[00:13.192]I have to make a choice
[00:15.763]What's wrong, what's right
[00:17.693]Gets lost in the noise
[00:20.845]I just rewind in my mind
[00:23.321]And I try to review
[00:26.683]So maybe I'll know what to do
[00:31.313]I try to hide from these moments
[00:33.739]That way I can't regret
[00:36.494]The thoughts I fear
[00:38.484]Are ones I forget
[00:41.407]They never leave though
[00:43.215]They still linger under my skin
[00:48.443]This mess that I'm in
[00:52.162]That kiss was a domino falling
[00:55.704]My whole life I've been stalling
[00:58.224]Hoping I could run from it
[01:01.161]That bliss was reality calling
[01:04.453]It was all so jarring
[01:08.524]Everything changed
[01:13.073]And I'll never be the same
[01:17.662]All that I've known
[01:19.498]Is feeling alone
[01:22.126]I'm not used to having a throne
[01:26.476]If I stand tall
[01:28.973]Maybe I'll fall
[01:31.214]Then what's the point of it all?
[01:36.362]Is "perfect" ever really worth it?
[01:39.853]Or do we lose things on the way?
[01:43.861]Why is it I'm always asked for answers
[01:48.322]When there's so many things I can't say?
[02:03.643]Guess this is one of those moments
[02:06.421]I have to pick a side
[02:08.755]Choose one, lose one
[02:10.872]It's power or pride
[02:14.120]I keep the peace
[02:15.491]Or I keep all the people I love
[02:19.579]Fate, won't you give me a shove?
[02:24.530]What exactly am I fearing?
[02:26.836]Just one more year till college
[02:29.323]Why wear a mask and act
[02:31.286]If it's all only short term polish?
[02:34.231]When did prevention take all my attention?
[02:38.357]I used to be a badass loser
[02:40.761]Grades were lower
[02:41.866]Worries fewer
[02:43.039]Now I've built a wall that's made of stone
[02:46.351]All that I've known
[02:48.387]Is feeling alone
[02:50.647]I'm not used to having a throne
[02:55.537]If I stand tall
[02:57.710]Maybe I'll fall
[02:59.963]Then what's the point of it all?
[03:05.994]Dad you would know what to say
[03:08.262]You always had such a way
[03:10.423]You made it all seem so easy
[03:15.018]I didn't get that from you
[03:17.222]Instead I found something new
[03:19.429]I ask "what if no one sees me?"
[03:24.054]And even worse if they do
[03:26.247]But find disgust in the view
[03:28.581]You gave me life
[03:29.758]And I screw it all
[03:34.681]for what?
[03:37.276]Love?
[03:40.803]All that I've known
[03:42.693]Is feeling alone
[03:45.035]Don't wanna fall off the throne
[03:49.184]If I stand tall
[03:51.769]And if I fall
[03:53.941]What was the point of it all?
[03:58.749]Will you promise me you still love me
[04:03.361]Even if I tell you that I'm...
[04:09.552]Why am I asking you these questions
[04:16.569]When I know there's nothing you can say?

作曲 : Joriah Kwame Fleming
Guess this is one of those moments
I have to make a choice
What's wrong, what's right
Gets lost in the noise
I just rewind in my mind
And I try to review
So maybe I'll know what to do
I try to hide from these moments
That way I can't regret
The thoughts I fear
Are ones I forget
They never leave though
They still linger under my skin
This mess that I'm in
That kiss was a domino falling
My whole life I've been stalling
Hoping I could run from it
That bliss was reality calling
It was all so jarring
Everything changed
And I'll never be the same
All that I've known
Is feeling alone
I'm not used to having a throne
If I stand tall
Maybe I'll fall
Then what's the point of it all?
Is "perfect" ever really worth it?
Or do we lose things on the way?
Why is it I'm always asked for answers
When there's so many things I can't say?
Guess this is one of those moments
I have to pick a side
Choose one, lose one
It's power or pride
I keep the peace
Or I keep all the people I love
Fate, won't you give me a shove?
What exactly am I fearing?
Just one more year till college
Why wear a mask and act
If it's all only short term polish?
When did prevention take all my attention?
I used to be a badass loser
Grades were lower
Worries fewer
Now I've built a wall that's made of stone
All that I've known
Is feeling alone
I'm not used to having a throne
If I stand tall
Maybe I'll fall
Then what's the point of it all?
Dad you would know what to say
You always had such a way
You made it all seem so easy
I didn't get that from you
Instead I found something new
I ask "what if no one sees me?"
And even worse if they do
But find disgust in the view
You gave me life
And I screw it all
for what?
Love?
All that I've known
Is feeling alone
Don't wanna fall off the throne
If I stand tall
And if I fall
What was the point of it all?
Will you promise me you still love me
Even if I tell you that I'm...
Why am I asking you these questions
When I know there's nothing you can say?