[00:00.85]Why won't I release me
[00:12.50]Why won't I release me
[00:24.30]I'm stuck on the side of the boat I rode
[00:27.31]Have I gotten too far while still afloat?
[00:29.97]Should have been more careful with the boat I chose
[00:33.19]Got chills from the water I'm wading
[00:36.43]Lazy or recovering?
[00:39.34]Lotal apathy I need time to think
[00:41.87]It's a miracle I still got strength to be fighting a line so gray
[00:50.87]Fighting a line so gray
[00:56.70]Fighting a line so gray
[01:02.57]Fighting a line so gray
[01:08.43]Fighting a line so gray
[01:20.08]Fighting a line so gray
[01:33.94]Cause I'm a mess get that out of my head
[01:39.90]I know I could progress could never get ahead
[01:43.33]I never wanted this I don't even recognize myself
[01:45.81]Steel my thoughts
[01:45.81]And I'm stressed feelin the world of pressure
[01:48.67]I know I started this
[01:50.26]Second guessed the effort to continue it or be this way forever
[01:54.46]So, steel my thoughts
[01:57.43]Teleport me to year seventeen
[02:00.51]I had such control and clarity
[02:03.23]Set the standard high,
[02:04.96]Its embarrassing how I lost it,
[02:08.01]Trying so hard to over achieve
[02:11.99]And gave no credit to my suffering poor body needed reprogramming
[02:18.11]Hold my rib cage, breathing
[02:23.53]Hold my rib cage, check my breathing
[02:29.39]Hold my rib cage, check my breathing
[02:43.51]Why won't I release me
[02:51.35]Its getting rough peace of my mind, far from simple and I release me
[02:59.53]Release me
[03:03.15]Its getting rough peace of my mind, far from simple
[03:11.93]Far from simple
[03:15.94]Release me
[03:17.18]Release me

Why won't I release me
Why won't I release me
I'm stuck on the side of the boat I rode
Have I gotten too far while still afloat?
Should have been more careful with the boat I chose
Got chills from the water I'm wading
Lazy or recovering?
Lotal apathy I need time to think
It's a miracle I still got strength to be fighting a line so gray
Fighting a line so gray
Fighting a line so gray
Fighting a line so gray
Fighting a line so gray
Fighting a line so gray
Cause I'm a mess get that out of my head
I know I could progress could never get ahead
I never wanted this I don't even recognize myself
Steel my thoughts
And I'm stressed feelin the world of pressure
I know I started this
Second guessed the effort to continue it or be this way forever
So, steel my thoughts
Teleport me to year seventeen
I had such control and clarity
Set the standard high,
Its embarrassing how I lost it,
Trying so hard to over achieve
And gave no credit to my suffering poor body needed reprogramming
Hold my rib cage, breathing
Hold my rib cage, check my breathing
Hold my rib cage, check my breathing
Why won't I release me
Its getting rough peace of my mind, far from simple and I release me
Release me
Its getting rough peace of my mind, far from simple
Far from simple
Release me
Release me